Judge.

Who am i to judge others... ?


The person i should judge is me myself...


Many things left to change in me

Its just me.

Its not with others.

The problems doesnt lies with others.

It lies with me.

Paranoid... paranoid and more paranoid. When did i become so... paranoid?



Hope somebody up there will give me a chance in life.

Train train train

I want to have a killer bod. Much more work to be done... argh...

That hopeless feeling

Ever felt powerless? hopeless? and answer-less?

My fate is hanging on the thread and the verdict that will affect my life is yet to come... but surely coming. Living every day feeling uncertain. That day... i dread it coming. How i wish i could just find myself awoke in a snap of a finger just to find that its just a long terrifying nightmare.

Dont wanna contact anybody... Just wanna try this method... of keeping stuff to myself, cause it doesnt matter if i shared or not... the day will still come.

Im just somebody ordinary

"we are just normal people, why must we think too much and stress yourself, make yourself feel terrible over the things that are not confirmed and things that you cant control?"

Realised i havnt been seeing myself as someone ordinary... i really should now.

Work hard kelvin...

:)

A change

There are a few things i hope to change in me....

... and some things i wanna keep in me

I must learn how to control my emotions

learn to be more open and easy on my on-goings

And learn to let go of anything if required

I just wanna be a better person, for others but most importantly... myself

School fee

Wah.. paid school fee yesterday.

bank account was like suffered a atomic bomb blast. Now left with barely anything. haha!

No worries... the rebuilding process starts now. Aiming to reach a new milestone in numbers yet again :)